Thursday, 2 October 2014

3 weeks....and things keep getting better (other than sleep that is)

Well it has been three weeks and he keeps getting better every day.   We went for a follow up appointment in Regina yesterday and  everything is still the same...although they are seeing more p waves  but it is still firing at the same time as his q waves.  They should be going p then q.  They seem very hopeful will fid itself.

His sleeping has gotten worse over the past week (if you can believe it).  He is sleeping like a newborn...Up every 3 to 4 hours.  Sometimes with nightmares from what happened other times with chest pains as he was sleeping on his chest for three hours.  Tonight when I was putting him to bed (and it is now 10 pm and he still isn't sleeping) he grabbed my hand and put it over his scar and said Mom my owy and it hurts.   Hold it.  My heart broke...I feel so useless as there isn't anything I can do to help other than tell him I love him.  This is by far the worst feeling in the world. ..complete helplessness.

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